Why am I letting this shit bother me so much? Is it true that I always want my way? That I am a selfish ass-hat? Why is the fact that THEY want my daughter baptised bothering me so goddamn much? Is it because I want her to choose herself? Or is it because I don't want them too cause I think that it's all horseshit? Shoudn't I not care then? If it's all harmless, should I just laugh and have a little smirk as they fill the house of the Lord and watch as blessed (pronounced bless-ed) water is poured on her head.
Maybe it's the fact that I feel like I had no say in the matter. They just waited for the ol' Jastrom to pushover. Pfft.
I need to get over it cause it's gonna happen with or without me and I need to be there for my daughter.